22.1.09

My Philosophy



Many people have philosophies about life, ways that they should handle things, ways that they should live. Some people seize the day, and do whatever they please, while some people chose to live with no regrets . My philosophy ism that everything happens for a reason, so when you get knocked down, remember that God is in control and that things will work out and end up how they were meant to be. I've had to deal with alot of trying times throughout my life. Being the oldest of three and having to support my two younger sisters through a divorce was one of those. At first, I couldn't understand why this was happening; I had always imagined my family together. I wanted to turn back time and go back to how I tought it was supposed to be. But now that the storm has passed, I see now that everything has worked out. I no longer have to suffer, and neither do my parents, or sisters. There arent any fights at home, my mom is happy with her new husband, and my sisters and I have developed a stronger bond. My dad realized what he had done was wrong, and accepted all the consequences. He now also supports my half sister, Crystal, and hes trying to earn my trust back.There are many such instances like that in my life. I feel that if i can accept that good things, and even bad things have their on purpose, I can put my life into greater focus. I will no longer dwell in the past and its pains, and long for the joyous days. Now i can concentrate on the here and now. I learned from the past, accepted it, and moved on, ready to endure until the end. I know that i can entrust God with my life, and that He is in control. I am in His hands, and give my life to Him. My history is already written out. Even if i fall a million more times, hope isnt lost until I stop trying. I know that I have something to live for, and I know things will be alright.

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